Having Confidence and Patience
I grew up a soccer player and ran just to sort of stay in shape. I ran mainly 3-5 miles and that was sporadic because I got a lot of my conditioning just playing soccer. I didn’t start actually really running any sort of mileage until junior year of college in 2007. And, even then it was 5-6 days a week with between 6-9 miles just running without any knowledge of what I was doing. It wasn’t until after I graduated college that I started learning and getting somewhat serious about marathon running and that was when I saw my times start to drop. I never really had any speed work like so many great marathoners have when they ran track in high school or college or cross country or whatever. My fastest mile with what I knew was a 4:59 I had run freshman year in high school. I know exactly…slow compared to most people. My 2 mile time was a 10:46 freshman year…not very impressive by most standards at all. I ran track freshman year to stay in shape for soccer and then never ran it again – I know STUPID decision…imagine where I could be – you never know.
But, I started with a 3:40 something marathon and have worked it down in about 4 years with only a couple of those having any sort of basis of what I should be doing and I am still learning and now I have a 2:33 PR in the marathon. I only want to get faster and hopefully qualify for the next olympic trials. The drive inside of me to achieve this is something that is just all consuming. I am so determined. But, I have to be patient and work it down and not get carried away. I have a quiet confidence in myself that I feel like this is something I can do and be truly good at. I would not only love it for myself but also to show others and inspire others with what I came from to what I hopefully achieve all while in medical school and working. Not easy and I haven’t achieved it, yet…but I am very determined. I may not have the huge history of running track or cross country or the fast leg speed already that many from college come out with already but I am working on it.
A lot of people coming out of college than ran could run 4:40-5:00 mile repeats quite easily (relatively speaking) and then its just a matter of carrying that ability over a longer period of time. I not only can’t do that but also don’t have the base that many have built up over their running career in high school and college. But, I have faith, confidence, and working on patience that I can work my way down faster and faster to be even more competitive and qualify for the Olympic Trials.
Confidence, as my wife will tell you, is something I preach about all the time. The mental aspect of many things I feel is more important than the physical aspect. Being mentally strong and tough is extremely important especially in a race like a marathon. The road to the marathon is filled with many ups and downs. Whether it be setting new PRs or being injured and depressed. It is how you respond to those injuries that makes you the runner that you are. I have been injured only once seriously and it was the darkest time of my life, I am not afraid to admit that. Injuries are part of the game when you are pushing your body to the limits but there are so many things I did wrong and hopefully now I am a bit smarter of a runner. I am always learning, researching, and trying to learn about what others do that makes them successful…you have to be open to other’s ideas.
I don’t have a team to train with, I don’t have a running partner – it has always just been me. Countless long run hours by myself, hard tempos, lonely speed work on tracks, countless hours on the treadmill zoning out to music, and the list goes on. I have developed a quite confidence in myself that I feel that I can overcome anything. For every person on LetsRun.com that tells somebody they aren’t cut out for running marathons or whatever – that sort of stuff just motivates me to inspire others to say “yes I can”. Hopefully, one day I will achieve a level that can truly, INSPIRE.



